Rapid heart beat

5 a.m. and while the rest of the world was dreaming of wine coolers and private beaches, I gasped for air as I jumped in to the pool at L.A. Fitness. I swam alone and I was glad about that. I decided the best way to strengthen my swimming skills was to force myself to swim. I would make my way to the other end of the pool. After only a few feet, I shortened my goal. If I only made it to the 4ft mark on the side of the pool, that would be okay for today. By the time I reached my much shorter goal, my heart was racing. Why? I had no idea. I had this same reaction in August while swimming in the hotel pool in Tucson. Halfway was a start, right? THE POOL IS ONLY 4'6" DEEP!  How will I ever swim in the Pacific Ocean after falling off of a surfboard?

Note to self: Swim at least two mornings a week instead of just one.